a teddy bear, i didn't have a picture for it cos during my era, phone with camera wasn't that common.
needless to say, my mum threw it away.
one day when i came back, she was gone. ):
i missed her very much. >.<
a teddy bear whose not very big, white in colour, wore a dress.
i love you. teddy. >:
childhood friend, i wanted one but didn't have any one long enough in my life to be crowned as that. >:
maybe i didn't hold on to them , but they were always been snatched.
the only friend that was rather closer to me, we drifted due to the lack of topics we had.
sometimes, i hate the fact that i remebers everyone's birthday, but they seem to have forgotten mine. ):
it was like i didn't even exist in their life at all, not even a single bit,
just bear with me for awhile more & then i'm free to spend time with you.
currently down with exams, and that explains my total MIA-NESS. >:
super freaking tired nowadays and AFA WHY AREN'T YOU HERE YET ??
I WANT YOU HERE AT THIS VERY MOMENT SO THAT I CAN ATTEND IT & SKIPP SCHOOLL!!
PLEASE DON'T DISAPPOINT ME TTnTT
apparently no mood in listening to lecture !
spend almost the whole day audi-ing with mika yesterday.
got the news that i might see rem today.
._.''' .... ... ... ...
in school. oh well,since i'm famless, shouln't be a problem already.
damn that JR-.-
it sucks to be nice to him !!!
end of lecture!
say high to 2 hours breaks =D
and just jolly well eff off from your live.
you dont need me, since no matter who you are with you can get along well.
this should be the end.
i will f off, disappear from your life.
afterall, i'm always the extra one.
saw the real me.
i know i am extra in everyone's life.
Just tell me
i will f off no worries
the more i look at tiffany, the more i hate her.
no offense to her fans but she looks bitchy in the japanese mv version.
Really happy that the japanese fans love yoona most <3
My number 1 snsd biasness !! pure pretty ! =D
but about comments saying that snsd will change japan's concept of cuteness, i don't think so.
snsd and kara aren't label as cute, more like sexy. So its different.
anyway, saw a post on tokyohive. it was a poll.
Which male celebrities do older women want as their boyfriend:
among the top 10 i spotted my favourites !! >.<
Sato Takeru, which ranked the 10th postion =D
Yamashita Tomohisa, ranking 7th
Mizushima Hiro, ayaka's hubby ranking 6th !
Arashi, & YESH . THIS IS ARASHI AS A WHOLE GROUP !!! ranking 3rd
Haruma Miura ranking 2th
my loves !!! <3
even though in arashi, i'm most likely to pick sho sakurai ^^
which brings back the point, ... ...
i didn't even know that tackey and sho were good friends, let alone the fact that they both are the same age ~~!!!
showing true love have no expiry dates
finally sent my phone for repair, i hope i get it by friday >.<
read an article on all kpop and saw that 2PM is getting ready to debut in Japan
and i was like HUHH??? FOR REAL??
in my own opinions, i don't think it's easy for korean stars to be famous in Japan's entertainment industry since BoA, DBSK and big bang have all had a long way before being really famous in Japan.
plus the impression that 2 pm gave me was that they are not vocally strong enough.They only have muscles
Being a JE fangirl ^^ , i'm JE bias i have to admit but i think 2pm doesn't fit the typical japanese idol image, they aren't those bishounen type .... ...
they are the types which i will never fall for , SHINee's different ^^ SHINee's talented
but seriously ,
WHAT DOES 2PM HAVE FOR THE JAPAN INDUSTRY BESIDES THEIR LOOKS (?)!!
& DON'T EVEN COMPARE THEM TO EXILE THANKS ALOT
EXILE IS FAR MORE BETTER.
SURE THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE THE LOOKS , BUT THE VOICES OF THE 2 LEAD SINGERS IS ALREADY ENOUGH TO MAKE ME LOVE THEM.
so now, tell me , what should i like about 2pm?
no voice , no looks , only meat???
besides, i've always prefer 2AM ^^
they can SING ^^ and their ballads are really nice (:
but then again ,2pm uses addictive tunes to sell their tracks and yes, i do get tired of listening to it.
to tell the truth, i never once fancied 4 minute
and certainly have never really finish listening the full track.Normally i would choose to the close the window after like 10 seconds of the song?
but for miss A , i'm totally hooked on their good girl bad girl ^^
ok this is going side track, but i think even if 2pm were to debut in Japan, i will never like them
whether they make it big or not in Japan.
now come and think about it, i don't recall any Visual Kei groups being really muscular to attract fans , and i certainly don't see any JEs being like really that muscular.
seriously, i think 2pm's just another weak group.
i didn't mean to bash on 2pm & neither do i certainly have in mind to be their antis.
let's just face it.
STOP COMPARING THEM TO EXILE, IT'S OBVIOUS WHO'S BETTER !
besides , just like what one comment in allkpop says, japanese respect artistes who can write lyrics or compose their own songs, so do i ^^
& that explains why some times in kat-tun's single, they would compose their own solos and in hey!say!JUMP's album this year, all members are seen participating in the making of the album, either by composing the tunes, arranging the lyrics or writing it.
personally, i like idols who are hard working and can sing ^^
dance is just another additional factors , besides when it comes to jpop fangirling >.<
i'm JE bais (; & proud of it wahhahas =D
& as you might have guessed, yes i hate 2PM for no apparent reasons but i'm not their antis.
not going to waste my time on them.